doodah

2005-04-19T02:39:00.000-07:00

hello people i am so hapy with my new dance group, it was so cool okay, it was casual dance seesion, so we were all wearing our long sleeve ballet shirts with the off shoulder tops, and we were like damn it it's so cold, but nevermind we have to show off to the guy how sexy our shoulders were. Aniwaes, Miss Pamela was late as usual, and we started class, she took off her sweat pants, and we burst out laughing cause she was wearing HOT PINK leg warmers, i tell you then she was like strutting about showing them off, HAHA. aniwaes dun know what's wrong with me lar, or my shoes or someting. I think i did not put enough dry resin, cause its really slippery. Gonna order new shoes already!! their blue suede, for my giselle act. HAHA, SO HAPPY! aniwaes i just could not accomplish by double pirouettes and then she was like "CLOUD!![she calls me that cause she can't remember my name and she says i rememebr her of a cloud cause i'm so light i could float????] DO YOUR TRIPLES ON POINTE! and i just stood there completely stunned at her. helo? we were'nt even doing foue'tes okay! we were doing from fourth!!! and maureen was like Miss pamela why don'y you demonstarte so she did her WHITE BUTTERFYL STRAPPED SHOES WERE SO NICE i was not even wtaching the pirroutte i was watching the shoes ahahahhahhahahas. aniwaes we leant this thing called a forte itsa really cute step. we also did our slides which was really funny. ahhas..plies nearly killed me okay, she asked us to go doen slower and slower and slower, so you had to keep maintaing it then we had to do this whole exercise on full plies in second ON POINTE which meant you had to rise up on pointe in second and then lower your body while on pointe, like the picture in straits times haha so farnie, aniwaes the exercise went like this

two counts introduction, then breathe, immmediately crazae, daierriea then ododund, onriiea, then onlcosh 7 times at 45 degrees, onclosh 5 times at 90 degress. rise pirroutte turn, sink into pointe plies, rise kurukuru turn into pirroutte pliea, snap up stay, rise back leg into arabesque, then 180 ondedong. then turn and plies, turn and plies turn and plies. seven bathmon thundeos, then a encraze enthodre then rise, and balance 8 counts brabra

so fun right, she's actually giving us some of the choreogrphy now. SO FUN!! hahhaas

oh well may be going with maureen to buy the spagetthi strapped leotard, dun know what colour though. I think i'll get like a black one though. hahas

yeap

well today was drama SYF and it was SUPER DUPER SUPER

hahas very cool and ACSB has a popular in it thatis SO unfair.UGH! haha

well today was quite fun spent the whole dya like slacking and slacking

oh yeah aniwaes to view my pictures go to www.photobucket.com and then enter in hyper-[with thedash] in the box which says search for album YAH!

yeap

thats all

love ou and love balelt next dance lesosn is casual pointe which means we are going to do ankle warming exercise 2,3,4,7 ARRGH but F-U-N yah

2005-04-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

hello again, time to do shout outs tag n' tell if i did not include you, please be resonable hawr!

God: For being there for me alwyas, watching me all the time, looking out for me, and most of all loveing and caring for me not forgetting 'carrying' me too. i love you and i know you'll always be there for me. Praise be to the Lord.

Lucinda Lam: For being my bestie in church, telling me her stuff, and allowing me ot blurt out mine, sharing her opinions with me, we raised many eyebrows together about alot of stuff. Thanks for influencing me to love orange HA!. sOc rocks

Cheryl Lim a.k.a. boi friend: for being an amazinf amazing race partner, sharing your umbrella with me in sungei boleh, and in the end winning the race. You are a wonderful athelete with 2 mad sisters. ahha. Love youtruckloads.

Parents: For allowing me to whine and whine and whine AND whine. For teaching me the pst 14 years, and comforting me through difficult times. I love you, and i know you love me too.

Liesel: Fot being a slacking partner last year, introducing me to the fantastic world of anime, and teaching me how to draw. You taught me how to be a more relaxed person, even if you dun know it. I miss you

Pei wen: Dear girl,you are the biggest 'bully' i ever met. You induced me stick my butt out and wlak back to class after recess. I'll never forget that one. You hugged me everytime i asked for one hug. Luff you, and miss you and cecilia singing behind me too

Zezilia: For being there for me so i could cry all the time. For teaching me patiently how to do my linear ad fractional equations. You a math genius, and a kira freak. I love you, and hope to have more great times with you. KAKASHI ROX by theway.

Serene: For begin a wonderfoo camp memer last year, and giving an academ award scream for our talentime, You are the sweetest girl i evermet and a great worship leader to.

Benedict: For being a 'nice' camp member too, and always bringing me down to earth. HA. sOc rocks.

Joshua: For being a co-actor in the hearts production, hope we touched the hearts of many. Your acting improved so much i was quite shocked. HA. jia you.

Hanxiang: For being a great quarreling machine. I've know you for a full 14 years. and THANKS FOR STEALING THE ROUTER AGAIN! HA

Mel and Kat: for introducing me to the rest of the youth in the first youth camp i went to. CORNY FINGERS 4 WORLD PEAS. haha never forget you two.and one more thing SHORT IS GOOD.

Rachel: Thanks for being a great P6 ad P5 friend. although we've grwon apart i want you to know you'll get your letter on modae. HA HA. heehee i know you love OC. hoho

xin yun: for being a most beloved friend. Music competition was really fun even though in the end we could not send our music in cause the tape recorder went bust. I love you and your house. haha, and i dearly miss you

leonie: for being a great volleyball captain, and for being the leader of the avengers. You're a great friend, and i bet you miss my bear hugs

bai hui: for just being you, and drawing dogs for me, won't ever forget math remedial and miss tan

Miss tan Pui Ling: for really being the BEST teacher. You taught me how to improve my maths through tears and all that. Love you and miss you

Jamie: For being a woderful P3 friend. Miss you and your slumber parties. Never forget you hopw to stay in touch.

Jazreen: for being my best friend in sec one sorry for all the stuff we went through. Hope to saty on good terms. Carry on teasing me lar you and stupid eileen.

eileen: heyp thanks for being my friend in sec one, and all that. we've gone through lots togetjer. and thanks for taking 156 with me too.HAHAR

amanda: you told me how to change for the better, although you may have been blunt and hurt me. You really taught me. ps: you were a really great tortoise on OM.

theophila: for being a wonderfoo friend when i had no one. love you and REPLY MY LETTERS

ariel: for being my bestie bimbo in BSF.haha. wpn't forget Mr ahem Lim.with his bloody head[literaaly bloody]

xin yi: thanks for being my friend in P6 and then my friend in BSF too, dun forget we MUST drink water when mr s.a. tan is talking HAHA.

e-hui and alicea: for being wonderfoo literature group members. you 2 are amazing students with amazing personalities, hope to get to know you better HHA> alicea thanks for lending me oyur sciccors.

ze-lei: for always beating my stomach and my butt. for alwas making everybody enthusiastic and high,cause you look so farnie,. HAHA got back at you

ning han: for leading tenzing in the adventure camo. hahas. we really had a great time together you perve.

tasmana: for washing the toilet with me during advetnture camp and using our bare hands to pick up the hair, HELOO SCRUBBER!

denyse: although i have expressed much annoyance against you. i have to say insiede your really nice if not weaird. and yes sparky's really cuts. ahem, he has a beard HAHA

micheele: for being moody and glum woth me when we did not get into SYF, and then being m bestie in drama.

zi han: for being my best junior with all your ko's and going to RTC with me waiting for my letter hawr.

rachel: for being another cute junior. you always on guard pojke and dun forget your boing

huda: ANOTHER drama junior. you really are a drama queen hawr!! rock on

Miss CHua and MIss xi: for coordinating everything for drama and then NOT picking me and michelle for SYF! unfair

rachel wong: for being my adventure camp partner, and a cute small prefect

jacqueline: for doing art in a box, and laughing like mad at other people.

clarissa: for being in the CPC and rachel yew as the head

sh hong: for being my fellow emcee, and telling me lots of ghost stories

linyu: for being my OTHER fellow emcee and crapping while soh lao shi scolded us jokigngy ahhaahahhahaha

camilla: for inspiring me ot like literature, and spngebob square pants. you are the most creative person i have seen for writing cards and giving gifts to .thankls for comforting me when i did badly for science

cheryl bong: for being a great OM leader, and then dealing withmy highness and carziness. haha. you're a great flutist.????

jesus: for being in me, and for letting me pray in your name. for dieing for my sins, I love you

okies thats all

love

keixn

peace out

2005-04-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

hello

the past week has been a most difficult one, with tears and smiles, howver, i thank God for this trial, it is when i am weak that i am stong, it is when i am poor that i am rich. It is when i am with god that i am happy, I was broken but Gods' glue--his unrestricted love- has mended me, the scras remain but the memories fade.I juts wanted to share this little something with you all, so that whe you're down you can take can comfort in it just like i have done.

Foot prints in the sand

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamedhe was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path ofhis life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened
at the verylowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during
the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most
you would leave me.
"The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that
I carried you."
Lord, of the world, help me, comfort me, encourage me, guide me, lead me, love me.
i am such a clumsy pig, i just left this post on for like 2 hours, yeap, hahas, i am mad. well i just finished quiet time, and for the first time in a week i am feeling like i'm rigding on the wind on cloud nine.
its now five and its going to rain, God'ds love is pouring down on me hahas. feeling much better gouing to do shoutouts next, let me publich this post first and there is something seriously wrong with my computer and the key board somebody help me

.

2005-04-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

i am tired

tired of friends

tired of friendships

tired of studying

tired of arguing

tired of being manipulated

tired of one person

tired of your deceitfulness

tired of your domination

tired of your arrogance

tired of you

tired.

2005-04-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

helloooooo people, hahhas...yeap i'm back and bloggin got to write a letter to rachel aftter this hahas i am SO nice..hahas well yeap it is raining now...sigh..feel like sleeping lar, just got home like one hour ago and i have done nothing, my auditions for dance went well and i got into crestar dance and free movement group..hahas..i am so happy

yeap well gots lots of tests coming up

this week lots of things happened. espicially on monday. I realised that the people who you thought you could trust the most, can betray you, it taught me how cruel people could be and also how rithless and unfeeling they could be, how they would never think of your feelings and do what they deem best. the person who said that your enemies are close by and near you all the time, is pint point correct. i never thought of doing such things ever. but they did. although i have done my own misdoings and done wrong too, i have aologised and at elast i told them of my actions. Howvever, not only did they hurt me, they lied to me, to think that i could have cheerfullt called them the day before and they could have cheerfully given me an answer, to think that that Monday morning i had brought presents for them. to think that that monday morning, i was looking forward to tell them about my week end. to think that i thought they coming late was a coincidence. to think that i thought they running to class was a trick, a teasing method. to think that i helped to carry the newspapers. to think that i actually walked into class cheerfully, but left with a heavy hear, to think that all my fears came true. to think that my suspicions had ground. The result of their actions although seeming rather minor and not much of a big deal to them, cut me and hurt me, the person who says, that words can't hurt me , only sticks and stones can break my bones should be shot in the head. you see, physical wounds heal but emotional wounds take much longer if not never. although i have long forgiven , i have not forgotten it is difficult to do so, the thought of it leaves me with a bitter taste in my mouth and feelings of lose in my heart. it overwhelmes me sometimes, and many times have i asked myself why me? every year this happens, and when ever it does i always vow to my self never to be taken in again, to just stick to one and not do anything. but the yearn for friendship and friends itself takes over leaving me with no sense to my previous promises. Dear friends out there, who are facing simliar probelms like me, stay strong and stay upright, never let rage take over you have at least a little self control

I must say thugh have self control over your rage, but never your tears let them flow out from you and dun bottle them out, with a helping shoulder to cry on, and some little encouragement from a few dear true friends, will you then be able to pick yourelf up again, and stand stong, never let self pity overwhelm you for that is when your defences are let down and weaknesses show through.you never know what is around the corner, behind a smiling face, comes darkness, anger, deceit, lies,wickedness, a tendency to hurt and many more. don;t get taken in. because ot hurts. it hurts real bad.

through this trial and this trial alone i have now drawn the fine line between a friend and a foe, to that one person out there who was with me all the way, on earth, right beside me, for comforting me throughout the whole music lesson, for letting me cry my tears away, cry my fears away, i'm sorry for troubling you but i just want you to know, that if you ever need a shoulder to cry on. ill be there for you. please stay by me , i dun know what i'd do without you sometimes. you aare my confider, and i'll be there for you too, to me your a dear friend

too you all out there, i'm sorry for bitching about you in my very spiteful manner, i know you never expected me to do this, but i guess you'll never read it aniwys, i would love to sya that i'll get back and you and revenge is sweet, but through the years of experience, and chritianty, i realise that there's no use, i just wan to say sorry for any wrong doings that i have committed, but i also want to say to one girl: your cold heartedness is seriously hard and cold, i have said that i hated you before, on that monday, but not to your face, your deceitfulness and un feeling nearly had me landing a box in your face, you make me angry, or rather, you MADE me angry, what's past is past, we should not look back and just forward

to the other girl: i love you. although you did that, you cried for me too, although i did not realise that and you did not apologise that is apology enough fo me. We've had great times together and i hope we have many more to some. I'll stand by you, just don't desert me again. please...

2005-04-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

hello people once again, i'm using my brothers computer at this point, hahas you know something i justdeveloped a really new interest for poetry you know? after art and that poem i wrote, hahas..and Mrs Cannom said that i was poetic..whoah..oh yeah she said that my group was poetic,,,but yeah heck i wrote most of it aniwaes..sorri just hold on a minute and let me be egoistic, my esteem has taken a serious downfall now adays..yeah well aniwaes..today when i came home i suddenly felt like writing a poem, and because i was felling really sad and touched, i wrote one...i have no idea why i was sad and touched, but yeah,, its a really short poem, and its not really considered as a poem at alll consiedering is has no ryhme sceheme,,but yeah i'll just pen it down here so that you all can be critics to me..so fARn
okay..here goes nothing
oh yeah by the way, it has no title. so i'll just call it untitled.
untitled by yu kexin
the heart is a pool
a pool of sadness
it goes on and on
for you and your soul

But then one day,
when all is lost,
your heart is dry,
and then it stops.
Bye Bye.

and yesh the bye bye is included in the poem, i seriously do not know why i am doing this,,.....i guess i must be infleuenced by camilla..hahas..she is serously a lit genius..hahas
yeao
well tomorrow must write gong han but its going to be a short day..so good for me..yesheysh
well
pry for me
i got a lot of things on my mind and sometimes i wonder what my purpose on this earth is? its really puzzlling and the more i think about it the more confused i get
well
yeah
i fell lost and desolate so much..that i'm just really LOST i need some comfort, some booster and i know that that's GOD, so i'll just trust in him and let things take their natural course. pray for me kae? thanks you you see that was a rhetorical question
must go study and reply theophilas letter
oh yean by the way hui shan..you owe me a reply to that super cute"foot" letter i wrote you>aren't I nice
wonderfoo-good luck to drama SYF
wonderfoo--good luck to ORPC youf ministry
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-03-27T00:54:00.000-08:00

helloo people..actually i blogged like 15 posts already but i did not publish them cause there were BAD things about somebody so i quickly deletd them cause she ahs my pass word hahas..oh well i just wanted to quietly, silently, softy tell you that

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 5 DAYS IT IS THIS FRIDAY THANK YOU

aren't i such a sutlle person ahhas just jokign alr..i'm not really all geared up to be 14 somehow birthdays have lost its spark.

oh well..i went to church today it's easter.. hallaluyah!!!!! i dun know how to spell it so i spell it my own way..have chinese test and lit test this coming tuesday have been mugging hard forit but its all yp to the big guy up there[begs]

hahas

well i am VERY dissappointed with drama. i mean some people already have a role and yet you give them another one..we have already BEGGED you so hard!! and yet you call them up first..and because of that that 1 girl espicailly HAD to pity me!!!! oh my gosh the thing i hate most is people pitying me hello?? i have self repect my dear i'm not a door rug...news flash?? sorry i'm acting very bimbo now...hahas...SORRYY!! but sometimes i deserve to be slutyy you know?? hahas..i am seriuosly mad

aniwaes i know i'm not supposed to be angry with that person but i am so there..unreasonable right? please pray for me.. the friendship i have in shcool can't be counted as a friendship at all it's more of a competition lar... both of them are always fighting for each other and leaving me out espicailly that one cunninglittlle ass... ahahs...last time in sec 1 i had such a blisful friendship with the anime freaks..there was no jealousy involved no quarrels.. but now in sec 2..its like we're not evenf riends..we're enemes who fight over each other and make each other sad.. you never want to include verybody do you?

sorri..whopps i must stop talking about this if not i can't post this post either.. hahas..thats a resolution made to myself..stop telltalling about others on your blog cause they can onyl read one side of the story and it's not fair at all

hhas

well yeah i'm writing a book...its badvially a short stroy collectione but i am to write a novella soon

went for doctor's check up..was damn nervous..cause its kinda personal..hahs..yeap..but it all turned out well...miss ongenialty 2 is such a bimbo show..hahas..well yeap..yesterday was my bro's burfdae and HE completely spoilt it by getting sick..ARRGH!!

hahas

well yeah aniwaes he ruined HIS own birthday at least i hope he wohn't make mind fell all sad and coughy..

hahas

i am made

well beter go revise my chinese

buez

love

kexin

peaceout

2005-03-18T20:55:00.000-08:00

hellooo people do you know why i am finaly blogging? because my internet is finally fixed up in my room..yes!! thats why i'll probably be blogging and coming online more frequently than before cause its so close to me now. Yeap..wel..school hols are nearly over already..so sad..just finished my lunch and my lit essay. yah!! hahas...yeap..well...somehow nowadayas i feel as if my life has brightened up much..YAH!!..but i still bear gridges espicially with ONE "special" girl..hahas..am i mean or what..aniwaes let me introduce to you rhe zen miicro!!
yah okies i dun have apicture..but nevermind..its okay...yeap...well..you know what to get me for my up and coming burfday!!!...thats good!!
thats all oh yeah just to remind oyu..my burfday is on the 1 st of april..hahas
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-02-27T03:54:00.000-08:00

hahas....yeshyseh i am back again i have not blogged i years!!!! hahas..okies today woke up gege woke up later but he still managed to reach church on time..hahas..yeap..well...went to church had a group bible study lessin trinity i finally undersatnd the father son and holy spirt the conceptof1+1+1=3 is wrong because all 3 are 1 so it is actually 1*1*1=1 see? hahas//yep..had outreach meeting then went to librbary at taka met zizilia there hahsas she lokked very blank heehee.yeap..aniwaes...after that came home and studied for ting xie..then studied chiense agin..tomorrow running in the mornigng hope i can run 12 rounds flat..hahas..yeap...well..tomorrow got bsf and my father has fellowship i am going to die waiting for him okay..hahas..well yeap..a new weeke is starting and i'm all geared up because this weeek have adventure camp..yeshyes..SO FUN!!! yeap..Mrs quek better return us our hustiry papers by tomorrow if not it'll be the 6th week already she is SUCH an irresposible teacher.

hahas yeap

peaceout

love

kexin

2005-02-18T03:38:00.000-08:00

hello...today i had drama auditions for the new movie leap of love it was SO fun..i want to do it all over again..this is going to be a very short blog...today took cab home..and took a short nap[ shrugs guiltly]
yeap
tomorrow got outreach meeting am looking forward to it
thats all
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-02-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

hello people i'm back
well
today went to school and immediately started studying for lit test then had lit test i nearly could not finish and somebody completely pissed me of durin both the chinese and the lit test
yeap
well after that was math and let me tell you Mrs Khongs voise just pisses me of man....she kept froning on and on about notdoing homework and she kept smiling in that strained manner of heres and she's such a pain in the arse that..stinking pail of stopperdoonker..
okay hahas i dun know what i'm talking about but shes just so darn irritating dun know if i can stand er for the rest fo the year
well..yeap..after was recess and we had some ;ame food rationing exercise
then was chinese and then english hui shan and i did the presentation and alot of irritating people who thought they knew what they were talking about started asking us lame questions only one person asked a resonable logical question which was not directed to attain attention for herself..her name startes with a t
yeapyeap
well
yeah after that was pw and then we had to do the egg parachute thingy and miraculously our egg did not break
then took a lift from hs's dad to tpy mrt station took mrt back and then 88 the walk home is really begining to tire me out man
came home ofund that mother was not ome hestedup food studied had tuition and here i am waiting to eat dinner its spagetthi by the way!!
yah
tomorrow got study groiup with hui shan am looking forward to it
its been a very long 2 days and i'ma lready worn out
sigh
theres only a few things that i'm looking forward to and is keeping me going and keeping my hopes up
drama on thursday
outreach ministry meeting on saturday
orpc youf worsjip bible study on sunday
yeap
thats all
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-02-13T03:42:00.000-08:00

yo
people
today was SOOO fun
had church we had to play this game where we had to take peices of toilet paper as many as you wanted and then after that the number of toilet paper you take is the number of things you jave to tell other people yeap...i only took 1/2yeap some people took 71 over yeap..well.after church went out with lulu and angie and cheryl to celebrate cheryls bday
HAPPY BURFDAY CHERYL
yeap well..we went to eat yoshi then went back home and then studied for lit test..then gugu came and then went out for dinner with them yeap..then came home this is a short post cause i dun really like to post on weekend yeap..
well.hope can celebrate my burfday like with church friends
saturday having church outreach meeting ..so fuhn
hope to be treasurer..yeap..
yah!! but lots of responisiblities was just chatting with stephaine yeapp..
youf service was FUN!!!
yeap
thats all
wich me luck for the next week
hope can get history paper back tomorrow..if not it will be OVER one month..yeap..please mrs quek begging you liao
yeap
thats all
ps: [I changed my handwriting]
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-02-11T00:41:00.000-08:00

hello people..shall give you an account of today
well today i wore my shoes in the car and i asked my da ge to move the chair forward cause it was oushed back to the maximum and he was driving and i had no space he refused so papa asked him to do so and then he moved 1 cm...and then he PURPOSELY jammed on the break really really hard..okies..then he was like okay lar..sory..oh mygosh i felt like reaching in front and slapping him lar..then my father started scolding me for not wearing my shoes first and put all the blame on me!!!!!!! argh..he told me that i should have worn my shoes first before getting into the car!!! what injustice lar so many times i have done that and stupid da ge just horns at me lar..aniwaes reached schooll oh yeah we were allowed to wear our own clothes to school today..whoah you should have seen the skirt _ _ _ _ wore man..its so...eeeyeah....gives me the creeps...well..yeap...had assembly and then had history stupid Mrs quek did not return us our history papers..its already 4 weeks dear mrs quek are you gonna turn our history peper into history itself..i mean how are we gonna do our corrections properly when we have no impression of the paper anymore i am so pissed with her okay
then was art which was very fun painted my plate and Mrs Canhom said that my plate was lovely and it was fine work and i was like yah!! cause i spent 4 hours doing the damn thing spent the whole art lesson painting my border and telling hs and jh ghost stories...hahahs aniwaes ....after art i dirstied the table with my green paint so hs accompanied me to get the cloth...ibn the other art room so we had to walk through the adjoining art supplies room and cause we were just telling ghost stiroes and were pretty freaked out, we screamed when we saw the stupid manakin...yeap aniwaes when we went to get the rag..the tap kept on drip drip dripping okies..VERY scary!!..ahahas..aniwaes went back to class and went to the canteen then library for lemony snickets books then i finally managed to find the grwoing pains of adrian mole
then went back to class and was consoling denise
STUPID miss audrey tan scolding people for no ryme of reason your just like the ************dance teacher miss ong okay....
yeap
well...then was science was okay uite interesting i think Mrs Cha is a lazy science teacher she just keeps giving us free quizzes for us to do on the internet okay..she barely teaches at all
aniwaes after that was chinese where i found that my chinese textbook was missing i was very sure i brought it to school and during recess i put the chinese textbokk in my bag but then i thought that later there was going to be chinese so i put it on my table and rushed of for science ..BUT THEN...when i came back from science the chinese textbookk was missing....
i'm very worried about it because its expensive and i have all my notes and explanations written inside plus...a record of my work
whoever who took it away..PLEASE return it to me....please....you cause me lots of worry but nevermind i just want to know who you are and i want the textbook back on my table by monday...taking others things withought asking is stealing and you stole my book..it was invaluable butit still has a cost and its MINE its not yours so you kleptomaniac give it back yous issypoy you nicompoop you dimwit you chatter box you butter finager ARRGHH give it back please i have enough worries already
yeap]
well after that went home with shi hong on the 132 bus....tookk so long thwe 88 not the 132 the 132 was veri fast..well...on the 88 bus i saw this little girl and she was wearing very simple clothing and she had a very ah lian sister and a very old mother..but yet everytime the bs rocked from side to side she giggled and chuckled and sat there smiling the whole jorney through wihtout l;etting that curve on her mouth droop once!!...
sometimes i wonder where that innocence in us has gone
has it turned into coldness and biterness
the innocence the smile the small things that made us laugh in ddelgiht and giggle in anticipation
the rocking of the bus that irritates us from sleep in the bus..now
can be such a delightful feeling to a young girl who treated the bus ride as a privellege who knows that the next time that she comes on the bus when she is older she will think to herseld damn bus.....have to take the damn bus home iits so slow.. a definite contraste to her innonence before...
I think its time to ask ourselves.....where has our happiness gone our innocence our sincerity and our love and giggles and laughs..has it evolved into an iron knob of bitterns as hard as a doorknob of oxn or has it just dissolved away never to be seen again
okies i promised my slef that there would never be a sad ending in thes bog yeap...so i'm gonna end with a lighter touch...just keep smiling heehee :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :] :]
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yeap see that hee face it i am a raving lunatic heehe
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-02-09T20:24:00.000-08:00

hi people...just hadlunch
finnished painting my paper plate liao..was very fun yups
well yesterday was really farn...yeap..i went to watch i do i do woth my family
oh my gosh it was so damn farnie lar i tell you sharon au acted well...it wasso not cliche lar...walao...it was so farnie they were learning english about the past participle and all that and then one guy siad that in hokkien there were tenses too"wa lao present tense wa liu past tense wa piang past parcticiple
i think the show deserved more than a miserly 3 stars lar at leats 4 stars rights..aniwaes came back home after the movie and then watched amazing race and then singapore idol slept around 12 mid night oh yeah yesterday i went running 4.8 and as a result i have % blisters damn it lar...
oh yeah 2 of them were causedby being on pointe in the privacy of my romm for 2 hours doing freelance and freemovement ..yeaps
this morning my father brought me to eat prata for breakfast so nice!! yeah then came home and slacked and lazed and painted paper plate lor..yeap..thats about it after this gonna go grandma's house and help in the cooking and all that..will be fun hope to collect more angbaos...yeap..i found a very fun game on oofun its called hangaroo its something like hangman just more fun cause if you lose you kill a kangaroo...so fun..heehee....yeaps..and chatting with benedict now..hahas.he'sin indonesia..must writemorein the book to give to lucinda welp..my father wants to use the computer so yeah\oh yeah by the way i chreographed lots of moves after watchign the wade robinsons show..oh man he is my dance idol!!! yeap..now i have a whole dance choreograhed for ladys night by atomic kitten
aniwaes you noemichel bulliesas...i dun know how to spell gis name but i wantto buy his cd...cause its a very good jazz blues cd and it'll be good for free movement and stretching get it!! my birthday is on april 1st by the way..hehehe....get the hint? GOOD!! yeap thats all hope all of oyu have a GREAT chinese newyear
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR I LOVE YOU HUI SHAN AND ZIHAN AND EVRYBODY ELSE WHO KNOWS ME[except..some people]yes yes thats all
yep..bye bye
love
kexin
peaceout

2005-02-08T01:46:00.000-08:00

hello people am loooking at some funnies on oofun dot com after this going to have steam boat yum yum i am hungry..yeap yeap today was so fun took a bus to aitiong met miss tan charmaine was there and amandy grew long hair and alton chang is taller than me and i suspect jution ho went for beijing 101 and i did not even remember there was a guy called hui hua in my class he hee met all the rest of 6a then me kang leonie and bai hui and weiting and xin yi went to j8 together and me and kang went crazy and we kept going hoi here and hoi there harhar..we were high it was so fun though kang took 88 back with me..emcceeing was okay except that at one point the mike was not working and then i went whoah like 4 times because it was part of my script
anowaes time has flown past and its already the 2 nd year away from ai tong i miss ^a so much
scgs i sfun but it'll never be the same
yup
well wishing everybody a very hhappy chinese new year have a good and prosperous new year..~!!!!!!!!
yah!! yeap
well i dun have much homework but not going to do much visiting..so be doing some catching up on wrok and resting harhars
the offun funnies are really farnie
may send some of them to you
aniwaes....today was a super fun day..and when i went home i just slacked gonna help my mum wit the steamboat now
bye bye everybody
ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR
ps:espicially going out to hui shan jia hui and zi han.....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2005-02-06T01:50:00.000-08:00

hi people have not blogged for such a long time got lots of stuff to do
just had om meeting super tired now
we were not very productive but very enthu ahahrs
just downloaded msn 0.7 beta
so fun i can write it our instead of typing it ouy
yah
tomorrow got somehting like a chinese test buy my lao shi calls it ting xie dun know whyhui shan just went home
and the rest got a lift from my father to ang mo kio mrt station
the movie my father tapped for me is really nice i have not finished watching it yet
my father treated all of us to ice-cream ooh i am going to grow fat..
lala
i have decided not to join hinese drama and devotemore of my time to god and studies of course god comes first lar
harharas
todays yout worship was good
i took special notice of the songs and all of them realy touched me
i had the most "troubling" quiet time cause this time i really stared thinking
yeah thats all
bb

2005-01-28T23:08:00.000-08:00

hi people
i'm actually thinking of starting a new blog to write a about a fictional character of a girl who is kinda like me more or less
its just to publish some of my works and get practice on narratives
hope you all will comment and all
cause that blog wil have lots of short stories and all
but it's just and idea cuase i may not have enough time so yeah
mebe during the june hols i'll startt it cause now i'm rather busy
yeah
aniwwaes
today woke up and was sick like a dog okay sneezed and sneezed lol
aniwaes really sick had to cancel tuition
then after that i rested cause i really felt unwell
and now i'm feeling much better
studied chinese and geography still have science to go yah!! tests on tuesday
hope they won't be much of akiller yah..
erm
well
after this i think i'm going out woth my family cause metro is supposed to be having a great 20% off sale so we are all going
hahas hope to have a good time
i'm really very happy although a little worried about my studies
cause just now
i had a private dance period
this is what i did
first i got a towel a waterbottle a few good nide dance cd's
then i closed and locked my room door and switched on the air con
hen i drawed the curtains
first i started off with a strectching peice ohhh my muscles realy had a time i managed to a split yeah!!! and angle leg tones was okay although i was panting like mad after that one
got into my dancing shoes and first i did an ankle warming peice oh mna my ankles have not benn flexed like that for such a long time cause i was using miss mcullys advanced ankle supplements
oh my gosh
after that i was like MY ANKLES WERE ON FIRE!!lol
anowaes too cool down a little i did a free danceto the corrs it was really fun
then i did a self imposed daance which was half from save the last dance and half from myslef
then i did a solo samba which i got the idea from shall we dance
yeah!!
okies
that was it for my OWN dance session of course i strted after thta lar
and just like that one and a half hours had passed and i had so mush fun doing my own stuff yah!! aniwaes after that i went to study and had tuna noodles for lunch heheee weird comination right
aniawaes after thaat my father came backa nd he had bought gorneng pisang fo us and put back all the calories i had lost heehee
aniwaes i studied for a short while
and then i realised that my brother had got the ipod shuffle
its so light and i actually did not want to get one but when i listened to it and felt it it was so light and the sound system was great man and the sound quality was highg and i felt like getting one myself and prefer that to the ipod my older prother had
by the way this is my $1000 wish list if you win the lottery you know what to get for me yeah!!!![hint hint wink wink]
-apple mackintosh laptop[white]
-ipod mini
-ipod
-ipod speakers[portable]
-ipod camera
-ipod shuffle
-new hp
-mambo watch the cute pink one
-op long bag
yeap thats about it oh yeah and i want a didi cam to yah!! aniwaes these are the other things whoch i want
-drum set
-classical guitar
-beanie bag [chair]
-renovate my room!!
-$1000000000000 borders voucher same for kino kay??
yah
hahrs
these are just ideas but yeah dun get them for me you'll be wasting your money[dad this is not to you] heehee
aniwaes yeah its the thought that counts so if you just which me happy bithday then

[YOU BETTER GET ME A PREESENT]

you know its okaies harhar this whole blog is a joke man i'mkinda in a high mood goonna watch a bit of tv after ths
yesyes
bb
tomorrow got church yah!! fifth sundayyah!!!
love
kexin
peace out

2005-01-27T03:24:00.000-08:00

heyhey..today was quite a fun today although half of it i spent being pissed of ..yesyes..but because i dun want to hurt that person's fellings i'm not going to state why..cause i got rather hurt by it too
aniwaes..today i realised something about a girl and the real truth about her it was a bit of a surprise to me but yeah the truth was revealed when that girl spoiled my nook okay
damn
my new kodocha 1 book completely spoilt
arrgh
there'sa line on the psine now
yesyes
aniwaes after that was geog which was a little boring then english which was pissed-off-time peroid.
heehee
and that after that was math which was like quite interesting and Mrss Khongs drawings are really nice lar..oh mna
but her teaching is kinda ermzz...
yeap
aniwaes after that was recess hahas i ate fan choi and then went to buy a bigger jacket
aniwaes there were only 2 sizes left sl and xl so i just chose xl
lol
and its gigantic but its really comfortable and really kepps you warm manheehee
yesyes
after that was science hahahahahahahahhahah NO REALLY hahahahahahaha
Oh man science was one of the most fun lessons man
well we had to this experiment with starch and the visking tube and iodine thingy
and aniwaes our first attempt failed
so we decided to try another time
yeshyesh
aniwaes because we tried a second time everybody's else starch in the visking tube had already turned blue so the teacher started going thorugh the answers then she started telling us about what affcted the time that the starch would turn blue and one of them was concentration then me and hui sahn had a stroke of genius anf then we started adding iodine like mad to the beaker of water and the visking tube filled with stach which was inside it lar
and then we put more adn more and more and more and more until in a really short time our whole visking tube was black!! lol
aniwaes we used up lots of iodine luckily miss cha did not see us
hahrhars
aniwaesafter that was odeesy of the mind
where i got pissed again but i got over it quickly
aniwaes during odessy i got really excited and all of us were really enthusiastic yeap!!!!
aniwaes..after that was lit where our performance kinda failed i mean nobody laughed not even hui shan sighz aniwaes miss weee said that it was very informative??
okies aniwaes after that was drma which was usper fun
we met out juniors and i already dun like one junior cause she's like so know-it-all
yeap
but i like zi han or chie its prouned chee by the way yeap
lol i had a friendly arguement with her over that thingy yeah??
heehee
aniwaes i really like her cause she's from 1co my last year class and she's sitting at the exact same place as me last year when i started in 1co too!! and she's in drama too!! yah!!
aniwars promised to wrote a letter to he
after this there's american idol
i think i'll study and then take a short break and then at the same time watch am idol
yeap
thats what 'll do
well can't wait for chinese new year hahsras
geta a break yeap
well thats all for today
and yeah heck care to that stupid ballet teacher i'm going to join singapore damce academy or cresater dance academy aniwaes and sho you that you suck ma !!
hee hee i'm kind of in a sana mood right now
yeap i think sana's really like me oin kodocha
not that any guys like AKITO HAYAMA like me but yeah
wego crazy
and we can get really stupid and we both luff dance and theartereqork
yeap aniwaes i was debating whther me and hs are really twins
-we both get ankle pains at the exact same time
-we both love to play catching
-we dislike the EXACT same people
-she sat in the place where i sat in in first term in second term
-we love each other
-we are both in drama
-we sit together
-we are both english reps
-we both have exercise books for nearly every subject
- we both copy like mad in class
heehee
yeap
well
thats all for today i think i blogged quite a bunch
aniwaes did i tell youo i changed my blog skin
yea!! you should have seen it by now
like the girl's hair and the pic
but the words are not really that nice
fell like changing it lahhmmm
i shall comtemplate that
ps: i'm overly pised woth my brother
yes thats all now
love
kexin
peace out

2005-01-26T01:07:00.000-08:00

wa lao today was the worst******* day of my life man..
sigh
it started out great i mean iw ent to school lent my kodo books...to everyone one..yah..people are getting hookedon to kodocha!!..hehee
then was lit...and i was damn irritated cause the stupid lit teacher said we had to wait till to next lesson to present cause there was no time already..damn lar i mean we already brought all our proplr what .....wa lao
then was math damn boring luclily i managed to undersatnd aniwaes jh fell asleep and kong.. was kinda mad
then was break where we trips had the traditional game of catching jia hui for breadheehee
then after that was erm...pe which was quite okay
but then after running me and hs had anlke pains
then was recess met jacq and then we went crazy harhars yah!!
then after that was music oh man the shoutoutload group is so COOL!! aniwaes now we have a music project

damn

aniwaes aftert that was history and i had to do 5 puch ups for not brining my history workbook luckily many other girls did not bring wither so i did it with them i was like laughing all the way
yeap
aniwaes after that was rap/hip
freee period oh my goshom was so fun
we got the whole story line planned out and everybody was so enthu and we were all so excited and we only got 1/15 fr the filr luckily miss seah is going to give us another chance!! yah!!..so i was really happy and excited and then i went to see the damn bloody dance teacher
so i found her in the samller dance studio
and then i knocked on the door and jh started baning on the door cause she thought the teacher did not hear
then after that she said that i was making up excuses and that i asked stupid quiestions i mean hello?? iv'e never joned bloody dance in scgs before
so dun be such a bitch abotut it ]
then she scolded me infront of the whole class and then she was like glarinf at me and saying that i was telling her long stories lar...what the,....den she said that i need not bang the door and it was jh who did it hello?? so i just kept quiet about it
aniwaes those girla in grade six suck man
they're still wearing the pink leotards and they have not even started in pointe yet
and their slloppy can;t even do their triple runs properly okay..oh my gosh they suck man
i i've completlet lost intertes in ballet thanks to Miss Ong i hope my parents dun force me
i'm going to devote myself completely to drama thank you
and if my paretns allow me i'm going to join chinese drama
i dun need stupid ballet
i can always dance in the privacy of my own room
you know
i dun need some egoistical over infalted teacher to sit on a chair and tell me what to do...
i know my steps well and i have passion
if you can't accept that then maybe i need to pop up your over inflated ego balloon you damn idiot
i mean so what if you are a ballet teacher your just a human being
i dun understand why you need have scolded me so gharshly but i guess it's just an inswt into your egoistical sadistical mind
yes yes
i'm really pissed mna
forget it
i'm going to chreograpgh my OWN dance steps to atomic kitten now..i dun care about you
you cant hurt me animore
ARRGH
i'm like drama

2005-01-20T01:04:00.000-08:00

hi people..todays going to be a slacky day cause....tomorrow is a holiday yupps
well today i met jiahui at the bus stop and then we walked all the way to school
then hui sahn came and got me in a wreck for the chinese thing
then we had assembly and immediately after that was chinese lar
then hs got super freaked out but she was number 5 what
then after a LONNG LOOOONNG wait and getting super duper nervous it was finally my turn
aniwaes
i think i tried my best yeshyesh..aniwaes,...after that was science which was quite fun and interesting and all....and we had so little homework
then was recess where jolene tol hs right to her face" so UGLY" and hs tol us and i was quite pissed at her so i said "wey..joelene come here..i got a secret to tell you then i shouted in her ear" so ugly" it was just a joke lar..i mean she is always playing pranks on us like oushing and shoving hui shan and pulling her hair...aniwaes she got realy pissed when she got a taste of her own medicine and her eys were slitted and alll
so i felt really bad and then i went to apologise to her..but i whish i had not
cause she went to pull out hs's hariband and throw it the dustbin..
walao then twnnies went to retrieve it and we went to toilet and wash it
then when we came back we found hs's pens and pencils and all her staionery scattered all over her table and the floor..so i'm actually really pissed with her..if you always play jokes on people then be prepared to have other people playing jokes on you and dun be such a petty freak....aniwaes. when one twinnie is angry...the other2 twinnies will BE angry..so watch out..heess
aniwaes did i mention we went back to 1 co during recess
and it's so conicidental that the girl who is sitting at my place joined drama too!! yah!!harhars..and i was like talking to her and then she finally recognised me as the pig from the orientation thingy..lol...aniwaes..i think we kind of scared the cute little band girl we met..hearahrs...in fact i think we scraed evertbody lor!!..heehees...yeap..walked to RTC with liesel and jia hui hui shan stopped at malcom park
yeshyesh
nowadays......i keep thinking about being lost
i keep havingdreams where i'm walking along a path way and theres a fork in the path and i choose one side and when i reached the end of that path i skid of the egdge and i'm falling and spiralling..and then i wake up and break out in cold sweat..lol...harhras..yeah..well aniwaes..mum picked me up from ang mo kio mrt staion today..oh happy day...today is the prefects investiture..oh yeah did i tell you i got booked today
oh man
damn prefect
i mean i really pulled up until cannot pull already
and because my new socks weren't dry i had to wear my oldlousy ones..and beacuse the old ones had no elastic they kept slipping down lar..and thenjust when i was walking through the line of prefects..the damn one spooted my sock..actuallyi had already walked out of the zopne and then she stilll ran all the way there..hello
the other prefects right in the front did not book me that shows that my socks were HIGH SKY HIGH up right!!! damn lor.
sighz
aniwaes
yeah
thats about it...tomorrows a holiday and i think i;'m going to sleep in..whoah isn't that a luxury
time has flon by and it's already the second week of school and it feels good to be a senior..knowing where to go when the others don't mwauhahahahahaha..lol...
hahas
yesh aniwaes i have a ton of projects to do and i hope to finish them or at leat start on some of them by today
1[English assgnment write out the first proposal]
2[chinese presentaion due on 28th feb find pictures]
2[history project find out what happened on the 11th to 20th of novemeber]
3[geography project do research on italy] this one is done already
4[ the biggest project oddesy of the mind number 5 problem]
5[literature project..communism]
and lots of revision to do
i still have to do these
1[ get ready the design for armenian plate painting]
2[math revision and practice]
3[study for the commen tests next tuesday]
4[do history study notes and annalysation with classification[
5[finish the WHOLE chapter 4 history workbook]
6[ study science shapter 6]
7[ study chinese chapter 3 -8]
8[study for mondays test..the chinese boring book ]
9[write letters to jia hui and hs and lucinda and wan qi and roo and serene and ben and angel aka amos]
10[study geog to at least chapter 10]
11[collect newpaper articles on the tsunami and put it in geog file]
yeaps....sigh
so many thing to do lor
sigh
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sigh
sigh
sigh
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oh yeah while wating for my mum to pick me up at ang mo kio mrt stationa i met my old friend from primamry school.she used to sit in the same school bus as me harhar
it was very awkward thought cause i did not really know what to talk to her about and although i rememberd her face i could NOT rememeber her name..
then she was like" Hi kexin" and i'm supposed to say" hI her name here" back right
but i could not cause i forgot her name !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
heehees..aniwaes..must try to remmebr her name
smsed miss tan last night she's teaching 6h again i think
going to visit her on chinese new year yips..harhar
yeshyesh
i dun know what else to blog about..yeww......
dunno
dunno
oh yeahz going out jh and hs i luff you
aniwaes
there was no drma today and i'm gld cause if there was i would have' pawnned'it aniways...lol..mebe not
i dunno
i want to watch american idol tonight
but with the workload i have i may need to reconsider lol
yeap
aniwaes
see how first
nobody or rather none of my twins are here
and my telepthy tells me thwir studying and doing their history notes and i'm going to follow suit
dun you think i'm a naughty girl
blogging befrore studying
i do
love kexin
peace out
ps: I blog LONG!!!!
peace peace out

2005-01-19T03:23:00.000-08:00

listening to [i'm the girl who's kicking th coke machine]
lol well today was okay exceptt hat i thought hs and jh were angry with me cause they did the armenian stupid thingy tiday..and i had to do it alone so yeah..aniwaes...it was all cleared up ani waes i have a few thing to say
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I think pearlyn is nice..yes you can see this one
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yes thats all i have not touched my studies i have been slacking the whole day
i have to go if not
i won't be able to finish up and study and revise
humph
oh well finished my math structured essay
yes
sighz
tomorrow is the last day before a long break
I dunno why people dun like Miss Seah..i mean so what if she puts yeallo eye shadow...
i think she is actually nice
okies
i'm weird
and no
i'm ot trying to suck up to her
humph
the green eyed mosnter is rising AGAIN
second time liao
i'm pissed with sandy man[ name changed for my own protection and her reputation]

2005-01-18T02:40:00.000-08:00

hahrars...today i was in the car on the way to school when i saw jia hui a.k.a. twin....so i told my father that he can drop me of..and he did and i walked all the way to school with jia hui and somehow the journey seemed really short....you know when you walk with a friend how short the journey seems..yeshyes..well we did the two commen tests....and then after that our class was like super talkative and high the whole day...lol
after that was math..were it was Mrs khong and i was pretending to snore.....to jia hui and we had a [ quiet] snoring copetiion..lol..then was recess..where i went for emcee training and finished my zao ju in the library..and jh was like laughing SUPER DUPER MAJOR LOUD>>...and me and hs were so afraid that we were going to be kicked outof the library okies....lol
then was higher chinese..which was okay..lao shi explained quite alot.....oh yeah forgot to mention that mrs khong was super pissed with us not fxing the damn ohPokies..lol

aniwaes....after that was enlgish which was also quite fun then was project work...hahars...so farnie!!!!!!...lool
aniwaes..after that i went to the toilet and jh and hs waited for me..and then we wentto the canteen to buy beehoon..then i bought art block..and then hs and me abandoned jh cause we were being picked up...lol LOL..LOL..LOL>..poor jh..LOL...heedees
aniwaes...this is dedicated to my twins...and lucinda...oh yeha and ben too..for being the first boyto tag on my board..lolkexin's motto.
eat
hunt
sleep
find man
eat..
make tentz...
eat..

2005-01-17T02:50:00.000-08:00

today started of badly AND ended badly..
started of woth going to school and realising that 1/2 okies not so many lar were wrong..then was pe..where i realised that the lit presenation was due today..and that i did not bring my research..then during pe...i was like quite pissed..cause of the lit thingy and could not be bothered with captains ball..damn
then was lit and Misswee oh kind beautiful Miss wee said that we can do it next week cause there was not ebough time..heng lor
then was break and then..history..were we given i gigantic piece of homework all structured asseays okay..then it was recess..where i went to train and ran 400 m in 1 min. 46 secs..which is my best time so far..and is really slow..lol...then i dirtied me CLEAN shoescause of the stupid track..the red stuff....damn
then was science ..where we copied down tons of notes..
then was...was what OH YEAH MATH!!
the horror..ewww...double...eww...misskhong reallyexplained until very luan lah..sometimes i really can't understand her lar..
then was chinese...not bad..ended quite earlier....oh man!!!!!! then disaster
the sec2's and sec 1's went to khoo audi. for assembly and the sec 2 's were reaLLLy bored cause they had listened to it last year..then miss heng was like all those really not interested can go now..and OF COURSE nobody stood up..i mean HELLO?? is anybody going to be honest with the principall..so she was damn pissed and said that we were dimissed
however!! when we went back to the class we recieved an announcemenet to go to gallery 3
and i can tell you the scolding we had was MAJOR..and SCARYi mean it was not like scream and shout and scream and shout
it was long slopw quiet and painful okay
Miss seah is scary..she was speakibng so softly to us okay..it was damn scary...then we were allowed to go home..hang i met michelle if not nody to go back with,,sighz...came home..realysuper dupertired..bathed had lunch then went to do chinese workbook hahas i did until chapter 3 alreay..aniwaes..half way doing thatbi fell asleep and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ on my book
yes you did not see that!!..harhars..aniwaeas.had dinner and now am here its now 6 59 i have to g..promised my slef ot start work a t 7.00..
love
kexin
[lucinda..ps...my crush can say goodbye..]
dang its 7

2005-01-15T08:34:00.000-08:00

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2005-01-14T03:29:00.000-08:00

okies today was quite a good day apart from some hitches.
Today started of with history..and we played a game..which was really fun and we learned alot..too bad my group was a little brain dead you see, we are not really morning people. Harhars..yeshyesh I love history. well after that was art..where Yun Hui was our model, and i had some fun..i think mine does not look like her but at least resembles [remotely] to a human being harhars..unlike hui shans which looked like a monster harhars..then was recess already..there was the hitch. i asked hui shan to help me buy beehoon but she went to train for 4 times 400 did i tell you the trips [jia hui hui shan and me] were joining that race, and she went to train..so she actually asked cecilia to buy bee hoon for me...so i went to see miss soh for chinese new year emceeing practtice..then i went down to the canteen and i found that hs was not there so i went to the track and met hs..so i trained too 400 min in 1 minute 46 seconds...heehee..improved by alot.yah..then i quickly went to the canteen but nobody was there cause recess was actually ending..so i went to class.and clia had actually"da poaed" for me..so jh bought it in the end..i dunno i felt pissed..i was feeling quite down today..you know the after trauma of being disappointed where you feel this empty feeling in your stomach and you have a feeling that your not really going to look forward to this..sigh...
aniwaes after that was science where a "friend" of mine was sitting on the same lab bench as me..and we were supposed to do the experiment as a bench not as an idivudual..but she took the whole expirement into her own hands..then when she poured the ammonia solution in..she was like screaming"OH MY GOODNESS!! SO SMelly OKAY!!..." then she started making these really exaggerated vomitting sounds..and i was like rolling my eyes..till i thought my eyeballs were going to pop out...darn..buti think she caught me rolling my eyes..so yeah whatever..fine...
then was chinese where jian lao shi was really a___..and a ___ and she was damn ______ yes yes yes yes..she was like telling us to copy every single meaning and phrase and pinyun and everything into our ke tang bi ji and the zao ju into out zao ju book...i was like _____-..what do you think you are trying to do..get us to replubish the shouce in a different form isit..arrghz..
not much homework for the weekend but i dun really understand the math.,.
today hs accompanied me to rtc cause she had to go to j8 yah!!.harhar we left liesel IN THE LURCH harhars..see i am making use of my english knowledge okay..heedees
somehow todays trip home was really short mebe because for half of the jorney i had hui shan to talk to? dunno..156 and 88 and i only took like 30 min to get home
hubbahubba
heehee
yes...aniwaes i spent the time walkinghome i mean AFTER the 88 bus talking to my beloved friend Jacelyene..harhars..she just DID not not understand how the molecules and all that and the atoms andvalency...and i had to repeat it all over again..and there was this old man riding a bicycle and he was like looking at me as if i was a freak
harhars,...aniwaes..i had a great lunch...nasi lemak with some dumpling i nicked from my mum..harhars..studied the whole afternoon and fell asleep doing math..my mum was laughing at me cuase my neck was like cricked over the back of my chair...and in the the process of falling asleep i had drawn all over my hands and stuff...haharss.damn farnie..harhars..had spagetti for dinner for once cause my father hates spagetti..but he's in desaru for his law retreat...hope he's having fun and hope he calls back..missing him.....
heehee
yesyess..i must concentrate on my studies..maybe hui shan was right not getting chosen for syf..is like a sign for me to work harder..and thats what i'm going to do gonna study science geog and history after this and do english comprehension and math practice..hehee.tomorrow is LUCINDA"S BIRTHDAY PART I CAN"T WAIT!! yah..my papa is coming tomorrow at 6 45 can't wait..to see im tanned...actually i'm talking rubbish..he probably spent 99% of hid time at the meetings..lol...harhars
thatas all and sorri to hui shan and jia hui for being really pissy and angry..SORRI!! i love you two twins and together we're the trips remember harhars..and dun forget our song
"beasts of england beast of ireland" starts sinnging the opera version and laughs like hell but stops cause my stomach is hurting

harhars
kexin..peace out

2005-01-13T02:09:00.000-08:00

sighz
i'm sad
i'm angry
how could they do this to me
I'mnot chosen for SYF
why
why
why
why
why
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
my whole interest for drama is gone Miss Chua said that she would be choosing people who particpate in drama, and i did everything that i could do for drama i did. I competed in the geylang librabry thingy i performed for orientation i rehearsed like mad, i auditioned i volunteered for acting workshops..but it looks like hard work does not pay off much huh. Hui Shan farhana and faith got chosen..not me..i'm a lousy dramam member..i shouldnotbe there..i completely suck....i wanna cry..cause i'm so darn dissappointed..but theres no time for crying..theres only time to QUIT drama..
i dunno..but because i'm not in SYF i have to go be a bloody mentor to the sec ones and RE ATTEND the stupid physical theatre workshop which i kinda dreaded last year..and i have TO REPEAT IT THIS YEAR..i'm sorri drama..but i hate you..i hate you for making me feel this lost, for making me depressed..
ARRRRRRGGGHHHGHGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHAHGAH
i'm angry..why me? why so unfair...i was the only girl who participated in everything and yet did not get in..OH MAN!!! shit..i got nominated last week by MIss Chua..but somehow..this week, my name did not pop out..ot got lost..got broken got torn out..just like my heart..which got torn out ...oh no..its a boig deal to me..becase I love drama and it gurts to not be able to d something you love..oh yeah..it sucks..too..depressed

depressed
depressed

2005-01-12T06:15:00.000-08:00

yehyseh..i'mback..i must apologise in advance for the typo errorrs beacause i'm tired...ti bloody red yeshyesh..today wasan okay okay today..mass PE was really fun..SY rox..YAH!!..heehees.aniwaes..yeah..i'm tired what more is there to say..I MUST TRAIN TO MAKE THE 1 1/2 minute mark for 4 times 400m i can;t let SY down..i CAN"T let GOD dowb..uhuh...i give all credit to him.. you know today when me jh and hs my tripslets..ll of us were really tired and it was super HOTHOT..a wind suddenly satrted blowing in the dirction we were walking[water cooler hehehe] ..and somehow all of us felt that it was a sign..from GOD to encourage to run for his glory not for ours or sys..forHIS..to run like the wind

DOes that sound cheey..i dun know..to me it does not,..iit sounds right,,and i am going to train till i run like the wind..eyah..eyhah..i'm exhausted JIa h HUi really opushed until know i can't even type properly okay..arrgh..can'wwaitfor firday.

pang bloody sai
sori
zKEXIN Pece out

2005-01-11T02:27:00.000-08:00

hello people sorri about yesterday..yesh..yesh..i must make this out to rachel..
'RACHEL, YOU HAVE THE SNOBBIEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD"
YESH YESH you do? okay you probably dun know what i'm talking about considering i just kind of deletd it cause it's really rude. ANd i know how it feels when you get hurt[yes i do..darlene..i'm not always happy you know]yesheysh..so i shan't say that..okies there is something else that i have to say
CHARLYN IS ONE OF THE BOSSIESIT MONITRESSES IN THE WORLD!!
yesh yesh you did not see that either did you...yesh yesh..oh my goodnes..that "thing" is the most irriatating,annoying "thing"ever..harhars..yesh yesh jh you should know what i am talking about now shouldn't you you should!! cause you have told me this like over 10 times today okies..rememebr harhars..we are so mean..

okies enough about that..todays school was quite good and the first 2 periods were free preiods cause it was supposed to be common test but there wasn't any cause the teachers hadn;t talked enough yet..yesh.yesh so we had this get to know you better betweeen teachers and students we had to go up to the different teachers in groups of 3 [by registration number] and then talk to them lar, like what CCA we were in, what our goals were and bladibladibla.
so Jiang lao shi took the first half of the class miss seah atook the 2nd half of the clas lar..and as you should know i am obviously in the sencond half right..hello..i am the last register numvber okies..son in 1 hour and 40 min jiang lao shi finished all the groups while miss seah only finished 2 ..she talked to us so much lar..okies..and they kept on laughing..my gosh..this shows that Seah is a really caring teacher..i;m not saying that jiang is not caring..but..but..
okay i dun know what i'm saying..aniwaes...today jh and hs and I wrote ;letters to ech other and Jh wrote such a LOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNg letter t0 hs lar..let me show you the difference in lenth
huishans letter :LLLLOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgggg
kexin's letter:SHORT

yeshyesh..Jia hui twin..how could you betay me like that aniwaes as the fair person i was"ahem" ...i wrote equally long letter to them both. Notice i wrote equally Long not equally short harhars
aniwes druing that time huishan twin and I were playing er ling wu, ji,ku,pa and he,bai,pei......ll....super fun lar..harhars guess you all think its childish ..but serously to play a gamne like these with you good friednds is really super fun lar.yeshyesh..aniwaes after that it was idioms...yeshyesh in english..then it was recess..then...math..which was not too bad..yeshyesh.and then SCIENCE

MY GOSH

that was one of the best science lessons i have ever sat through
the teacher arranged us according to height and actually allowed us to sit with our friends of the same height yesheesh..you see normally we sit in register number..this yeah i gote-hui..which is ,much better than last year[ahem ahem] but NOW!! i get to sit with HUI SHAN..oh my gosh..it was a super fun lesson lar..we did not really play a fool[ahem[ yes we did a little..but we really listeneed to the class.and discuseed and explained if neither of us could understand..today we learnt about valencies and molecules..you know..the works..yesyes..than was PW which was supe duppeer fun..Om...miss seah taught us how to be sponatneuous.like for exa ple what would you say to a nike water bottle{you know the very popular one]
:wow you've lost soime weight around the middle
[curvy!!]

oh yeah i fogot to say something...the stupid class motto..oh man..how could we choose "we synchronise." oh man it just does not make sense lah....dun you think this is better
"does this look better its the SYndrome"
so much more catchy,...l...co's is curry-age we got the hot stuff..thats so unfair we get stuck with a sucky one..and they get the ctachy one..i whish i was in CO then i won't have to deal wih so man snobby people////you did not see that wither right? good...harhars the end opf thw day was super farnie.this is what happened.
me jh and hs went to find liesel she was still doing her chinese essay as usual..so me and jh helped her to finish it by actually giving her soimehinfg like dictation and has and i started to help her pack her up..thaen forno ryhme of reason..all of us started running...down 3 flights of stairs..cacross the perankan courtyard...thorught the bnew sprts extension parking lot..all the way to the traffic light[hs left..her father came to pick her up]..then we really ran lar..and beacausr i askedjh to help me hold my walet, she dropped it..and when the man turned green both of us ran for it..that was when she dropped it..and we did not realise..liesel the clever one..walked slowly..then i realised that my wallet was missinf when i reached th etreaffic light on the oppisite side so i tried telling liesel to help me look for my wallet..but she couldn't hear me..so when the green man cam eoj again..mw and jh ran back and there oit was lying in the grass.and throughtout that whole period of time NOT ONE SBS BLOODYH BUS came okay..we ran for nothing..Liesel is real cleverv. harhars..yesh yesh i thinm this is my longest post..sorri for AL the typo mistakes i'm in a hit of hurry need to study yeshyesh..buez..
love[kexin]

2005-01-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

hi i'm just doing a quick blog before i rush off to bible study fellowship. Harhars todays asssembly was a little [tooo] boring i guess, harhar scince we are sec 2's we already heard it before so Mrs heng was kind of repeating herself. ARRGH i got to go bye!!

2005-01-06T03:27:00.000-08:00

yesh yesh schools started......hmxx..pang sai lar..i have mrs khing for goodness sake..she nearly cried okay..well yeah..harhras..well.i don't like her i had to do a lame maths pledge thingy which pissed me off lar..like hello?? told us not to waste time and lok at what you're doiign now?? hello..
well yes just a few updates
--i'm english rep
--i love my fellow english rep
--i do not like somebody in my class...cause she is damn bossy
--i'm in 2sy
--i'm in the ward robe department for syf next year or something
yesyes
--i am sitting with jia hui and hui shan[yesh yesh we actually sit in 3's ccool right]
yeshyseh..well i'm ot very sure what to blog about except that i'm trying ti study gonna study after this..yeah.yeah and the computer is going to be shifted to my room soon..YES!!!!
finally after lets count.....erm..3 long years of waiting...yes!! finally..i have broken another barrier into my youth.. like real

pang sai

todays dramawas b-o-r-i-n-g cause it was so short couldhave tol us right
i left my file in schoo, today for your information
and right now i think jh should be having her violin lessons
yeah yeah
hmmss
i wanna learn guitar or..drums or something...i just want o pplay a musical insturment instead of always using my body..you know...daincing and drama..yesh yesh
well my fingers have not touched a jeyboad for so long that i'm feeling weird using it so roori for all the many typos in this psot well thats all i 've got to go study for dscience tomorrow cha wai mun comuing kuch sctricter than julie hafza..yeah..yeah..i'ma molecule..HArhnarahar
NOT FARNIE

PANG SAI

2004-12-27T04:30:00.000-08:00

yoohoo daughter! (: haha i'm invading as well! hahaha. ehh! agree with cheryl larr! dont cry okay! God created you diff from your bro and you haf a talent of your own.. yups! so dont feel inferior lar k! haha after all you DID mc wat! hahaha. okay larr. see u tml! (: *hugs* i love you!

2004-12-26T01:07:00.000-08:00

hey hey kexin! your boyfriend here to invade your blog! teehees. i know naughty me! but well i like! (: smiles. eh eh dun cry! im here! don't care bout your bro las. don't ever feel inferior to him. you are you! (: be happy just the way you are cause i like you that way! yupps. love ya! merry christmas! (: had lotsa fun in pontian and the past few days! cant wait to stayvef! (: wee. toodles! (: finkyfoo dinkydoo!

2004-12-23T21:52:00.000-08:00

I HATE MY BROTHER
he is really irritating man..i really hate him....he always says that everybody hates me and that really hurts as in super duper hurts lar.he just doesn't realise it...because everybody respects him..well i HATE him.....he always puts me down and hurts me in whatever way he can..words..can really cut deep in your heart..i mean that time i was emceeing for thanksgiving and he was 2 i really felt bad...lar and i think it was just because people took pity on me beacuase louis called me on my handphone to ask to speak to my brother i think he thought that i would feel left out or something....but really its not that easy lar.......so in the end i was really extr and self conscious and i wished i was not asked at all and then i could not hink of any games.....and all..and he kept saying that he could do it alone..well i wish that he did do it alone cause in the end i was nt a help at all more like a hinderance than a help at all..... oh man..sorry but if i wallow in self pity i feel better....oh man..i'm depressed....well mebe he is right..mebe i am hated by everybody just that i dun know it you know..well i say"sorri" to all those people whom i have irritated and therfore dislike me...oh well.damn...i am crying now..whoopss....shit..promised myself not to get upset on chrstmas..but sometimes i really feel like running away...from everything andbe alone and just cry my eyes out and all....

okay... sorri i'm being attention seeking...all i need to do is to cool down okay..right...okies..fine..i'll just take it as it is..no harm done[yeah right] i really feel depressed somebody helpme...okies..well.......I"M HAPPY....[forces a smile on] yeah!! christmas is here nothing to be depressed about at all yah!! rejoise [lauging] yah!! okies..

i hope so..

2004-12-20T19:46:00.000-08:00

hello...people i am here again..thanx to all those people who posted on my blog..yipps....well anyway i just finished tuition with mr lim and i wrapped up all my presents to the hearts production team and also labeled all of them with xcereal box post cards and loaded them into this huge royal sporting house plastic bag so now i'm gonna be like lugging it onto the bus and mrt and probably irritating another dirty ol man in the mrt..lol..i am prjudiced against dirty ol men and indian men with gold chains here are the reasons why
dirty ol man---read the post below and you shall be enlightened
indian men with gol chains--i like had 3 blisters on one toe after amazing race[thanks alot dad] and then this indian men was wearing the formal shoe and he was in such a hurry that the damn heel of the formal shoe stepped on the one day...and i could imagine the ous from the one toe just flowing out lar..and then i started feeling dizzy so i complained to jasmine to take my mind of that thing...

EEEEWWWWWWWYYYUUUUWWWWW

harhars lol am chatting to yi hui now about naruto yips.......yips..and yips..later i have hearts...YIPS YIPSYIPS YIPS

lulu actualy invited me to go lunch with her..but my mum already started coking so..SORRI LULU....

lol..wonder whether my boifreind went with her yippee.totototlala..actually i dun know what else to blog about so i'll just go blog hopping then thanx to everybody who visited my blog and tagged thank you very much and victoria yes i shall add your name to my friends lise because you are my friend yipopee!!!

2004-12-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

hello people once again i am back here..hahas..i was just thinking about issues you know? who has issues? well practically everybody right! for example

1.kissing in public
2.attention seekers
3.smokers
4.dating older people
5.dirty places
6.irritating people
7.door to door sales people

well i have issues to. who doesnt right? my issue is what other people think of me......i mean if a person criticised me in front of anyone i would be so malu-ated and damn embarrassed....
i mean..yeah..the last time i was on the mrt and i was trying to get out of the mrt during peak period..so i was squeezing and saying 'scuse me and all that and then this ol man sundenly shouted"wei xiao jie ni ke yi deng mah!!! che hai mei you ting ar!!!..." and i was super embarrased lar..i wanted to shout back and scold him and galre at him but i was in school uni and all..i was really embarrased lar..and somemore nearly cried i dun know why probably beacsue that day i was not feeling very good either harahars....okies..erm....
oh yeah must say thanks to lucinda a.k.a. mama...bacause she helped me to activate my GPRS..yah!! harhar aniwaes...any other things to chat about oh yeah the whole of today i spent readijg 4 chinese books because my gather said that if i don't finish reading them by youth camp i'm not allowed to go for youth camp harhar...today i watched oprah winfrey and then i nearly cried..cause i was so touched by the way that people helped to touch the african childrens hearts.. and i was amazed too. This is what she gave to each of the 500 000 children
1. jansport backpack which contained
2.jeans
3.nike shoes
4.shirts
5.calculator
6.candy
7.black dolls for the girls
8.adidas football for the guys
9.solar powered radio

harhar....i tell you ar..i think i've been really discriminate against all the actore...beacuse i feel that their really extra and attention seeking and always doing wild things and all that..but now i know that some of the actors and megabucks starts and stariees actually do what they say and not just talk big like lots of other peopledo harhar

actually right i also realized that all the megabucks stars and all the actors were also normal people after all...all of us were made by god and we were all made perfect in his eye...and beacsue we are made by the same creator we should all be the same in one way or another beacsue wwe have been moulded by the same hands. whoch is kinda cool..i mean,,i can't beleivethat everyone single one of us were indivusually msade by god and that he put his whole heart into making us and into giving us lives..and it is beacsue of his grace and his love that we have achieved slavation..YAHHHHQ!!! praise be to the lord..for he is our one and only king...hahar.....yeah..feeling super hyper now..harhar...

hungry!!!!!! yes i am super hungry now because my parents still have not come back yet..dun know why cause my mom went to pick my dad up at 4 and they are still not back..harhar
probabaly buying chrsitmas presents[winks sneakily]
harahra......yips

i watched naruto until episode 11 until my brother returned the cd's to hid friend..ARRRGH when i was just at the exciting part some more harhar

aniwaes tomorrow i have a full day
--mr lim from 10-11.30
--lunch from 11.30-12.30
--miss teo from 12.30-1.30
--hearts production from 3.6

sighz..i'm a bit tired..i need some spiritual rest..if you know what i mean am feeling a bit depressed some how dun know why......
hashas okies thats all AND I POSTED SO LONG YIPS

harahr

kax.
signing out.
out.
no really i'm out.
okies.
I AM OUT.
out.

2004-12-18T23:01:00.000-08:00

hey people its my new blog. so far these are the things that have happened
1.the amazing race is over and my group won[grins madly]
2.the youth rally was a huge success
3.the hearts production group is really happy
4. my grandmothers birthday is over
5.i still like my crush
6.i got a new handphone [winks at lulu]
7. i finished my christmas shopping after nicking some things from my stash off collectibles
8. i went out with cheryl and laura
9.i watched without a paddle
10.i am broke
11.youth fundraising was a huge success
12. i bought shopaholic has a sister
13. i need a budget badly.

not bad huh....quite eventful..well..heres is a list of the things coming up
20th decemebr<>i have tuition with miss teo
21st december<>i have tuition with mr lim and then a hearts production meeting
22nd december<> i am going up to pontian with sOc
23rd december<>SPRING CLEANING
24th december<>christmas eve and a family party at my house [super BUSY]
<> CANDLELIGHT SERVICE
25th december<> christmas service.
<>pontian +hearts production
28th decemeber<> jo's party
29th december<>church camp
30th december<> church camp
31th december<> church camp
<> new years eve
1st january<> new years day
3rd janury<>school re opens.

YIPeee thats all..harar quite a fun filled rest of the year.yippe..

2004-12-18T22:59:00.000-08:00

hey people its me..and my new blog..yiopee